First of many thanks to Laura for buying me a new notebook, as it has my writing again after so long.

This has two meanings, one relates to my story and the character Tala. In her world she can sort of meditate and use her instints to find answers. I was supposed to just be writing a piece on her doing this and get across the surealness, but it ended up becoming like a poem.

As I was writing this I was also thinking about my own life and therefore I think it was be alot easier for everybody else not knowing my story to think of it as needing faith in yourself to find your place in the world. You have all these ideas' and dreams and sometimes you feel so full of hope, while at other times you can't see anyway forwards.